I know I’ve been inactive for a long time, thanks to my dearest internet. I was trying to get my site up (properly) before its first anniversary, but it’s just impossible since my current internet is so slow, so I have to bear with this one. I have to say that since my disappearance I don’t talk a lot to my friends like I used to, and most of them have closed their sites or gone on a hiatus. One day I re-read my old comments and my old tweets. I missed those days, really. I wish I could say thank you to those people and you, of course, who are with me throughout my journey in the world wide web. I really appreciate it guys, and without you, Urban Conspiracy wouldn’t stand until a year.

Even though things are going a little rough online, my offline life is going okay currently. Physics training has started and I went to Bandung for four days. I was taught my lecturer from ITB, and it was pretty much an experience for me. I also am interested in cosmology lately, thanks to Stephen Hawking and its “A Brief History in Time”. Talking about reading, I currently am reading The Buru Quartet by Pramoedya Ananta Toer. I haven’t read an Indonesian k for a long time and I thought it’d be good if I do. Now I’m reading the second k, titled “Child of All Nations”. Midterm will start on next Wednesday, and my grades are falling down hill. I really want to fix this mess, so I have to study harder than usual.

I hope you guys understand, and I’m currently putting my affiliates list on the sidebar. Half of their sites aren’t working, but I’ll sort it out later. For those who are wondering if I’ll continue webdesigning or not, well, I will, but I have to wait for the internet. I can’t waaaittt. :)

I’ll start with the good ones. So, today was a pretty cool day. The coolest thing was in Bahasa class, we only had an hour before the school was over. The teacher was outside and earlier today we had to bring balloons for Biology class. So when the teacher was out most of my classmates filled in the balloons with water, and then threw them to the wall. Lol, it was funny. Some balloons were thrown to the ceiling and to the ceiling fan, made the whole class wet. No one told the teacher, everyone was enjoying the blast. Lmaooo. I didn’t do anything though, I was just standing in the corner, watching. I know it was a bad thing, especially when the teacher caught as and was like “WHO DID THIS. WHO?” But at least all of us cleaned the class together and we didn’t blame anyone for this. Hehe. 8D

Another cool thing, remember about this Physics olympiad thing? Okay, so four students were picked up and I was one of them. Yay. :)

Bad news? Here we go. My mom found a good internet provider, but it will be available in where I live in April. That means, like a month away after UrbanConspiracy.net’s first anniversary. :(

I have a few comments to return, I’ll get back to them asap, but I have to study for tomorrow’s Math test first. Maybe this evening or tomorrow. :D

I know I haven’t been online for a while. My internet connection is going against me and won’t cooperate well. Hopefully on Saturday I’ll get a new one, with better speed and better quality.

Besides, I also have a lot of things going on offline. High school is fun, but the classes aren’t. I’ve just started a new semester and I already have a lot of homework. I’m also in this Physics olympiad training, and on Tuesday I had this kind of test and four students of seven students will be picked. Tomorrow is the announcement day and I’m pretty pessimist about it, but I don’t really care if I lose because I’ve tried my best. The rest is up to God. :)

UrbanConspiracy.net will celebrate its first anniversary on March 8! It’s been almost a year, and I’m very thankful to people that I’ve known throughout the first year of UrbanConspiracy.net. I’ve met a lot of nice people and I’ve learned a lot of things. Thank you guys for keep supporting me!

I haven’t talked to most of you guys lately. I update my Twitter via my mobile phone and I hate typing on my mobile phone haha. I’m trying to be back on track. :D I’ll be glad to talk to you guys again, as often as I used to, but the situation didn’t want me to. :(
My current internet connection is depending on credits, so I can’t return comments or such because: 1) It’s slow. 2) The 5$ credits usually run out in an hour. Yes, 5$ for an hour! In Saturday I’ll be trying to go to an office of an internet provider, then find a driver for my scanner because my laptop doesn’t have one. I lost the CD. And erm… yeah, I got a new laptop since November. (I don’t remember if I’ve told you this or not).

I think that’s all; sorry for the very short blog! I’ll be back as soon as possible.

P.S.: Links on the sidebar will be added soon. This is just a temporary layout.

I just remember that this is my first post in 2010. I don’t have any resolution for 2010 (actually I have a lot, but they can be summarized in a sentence: be a better person). I think everyone in the world wants to be a better person too in this new year—even though I don’t really care about new year, for me it’s just the end of earth’s revolution (and thank god it’s not over for good, yet)—I always want myself to be a better person each day. Not really different.

2009 for me isn’t the worst year I’ve ever been through, I had a lot of good memories and changes in 2009. Again, if I wrote it now it would take ages to write and for you to read, I’m not going to torture you with super duper long list of what happened in 2009. But the point is, 2009 was a great year for me. I hope 2010 would be one of my favorite years, too.

Maybe you’re curious what did I do when I left my site for a while, maybe you’re not curious… don’t know. Well, in the 8th grade my grades were falling downhill and it didn’t really make me sad; it motivated me to study more and more. I got my report card a month ago and I ended up to be the 8th in class, which is not really bad. I also wrote a lot in my holidays, and anyway I went to West Sumatra for one week, and then… I sketched a lot. I’m not that good at sketching but at least people can see what am I sketching, haha. Next, I started to read ks again… watching TV, mostly CSI: NY and CSI: Miami :)

I guess I’ll end it here, I’ll write more when I get a better internet, good bye

Wow. Yesterday was the first day of school after three weeks break. It feels good to be with my friends and teachers again but I have to fix my sleeping pattern because when I was on my break I went to sleep on 12 am and woke up on 9 am o_o. Next week I’ll have mid-exams too so I have to study hard :D I tried to study math on Sunday but I had some little problem but I will sort it out though.

I can’t return some comments because AshPink’s server is down and a lot of sites are hosted under it so yeah :( I hope it’ll be back soon!

Anyway my friend who knows my site told me to stop complaining on my blogs and she told me to make three non-complaining blogs (haha). So I think my two previous posts were non-complaining blogs and I hope this is not a complain blog (I think this is not, heh). Mission accomplished?

On the last Sunday I went to a cinema nearby to watch Surrogates. When I saw it on VIP Access (Star Movies) I was interested, so was my dad. So we decided to watch it. It was pretty good. There were some plotholes though and there was a twisted ending but I thought it was a bit forced… but overall it was good. :)

The story was set on the future. Humans live in isolation and they use surrogate robots to interact with each other. They control their surrogate robot with their mind. People can make-up their surrogate robot, and their surrogate robot could look younger/thinner/sexier. This is what I exactly thought about the future. People will use robots, they’ll never leave their house… oh can you imagine that?

You know the first thing that I thought when I saw Surrogates? I said to myself, Hell no I won’t let a surrogate robot to edit my site! And I don’t want to only sit on a chair and control my surrogate robot all day! I need fresh air to live, I need to walk, I need to eat, I want to be a real human! Haha I was angry at myself when I saw it .

There are some people (known as dreads) who are against the surrogates so they live in the separate area of city people who are all using surrogates. If I had to choose I would choose to against the surrogates because I just don’t like sitting on my chair all day without going outside and see the world with my own eyes. That sucks big times.

Anyway maybe you’ve heard that an earthquake struck my country (west Sumatra to be exact) a few days ago. Most of my relatives live in west Sumatra but they’re all okay There are so many dead people :( It’s so sad… pray goes for them :(

I’m in rush because I have to go to school in a few minutes so yeah :P Short blog, I know. Maybe I’ll edit this blog later. Have a nice day!

So I have a few updates for you guys:
» 3 Icon Textures
» 1 Brushes Set
» 4 Textures
» 1 Icon (I’m revamping icons section, going to make more soon)
» 1 Texture Tutorial

I was pretty bored and my brain was working well (not like usual) so I played around with Photoshop and ta-dah. Oh and the title of this blog. Paramore’s new album finally released yesterday (but was leaked a few days ago on their MySpace). It is pretty cool and different to their previous albums. :)

My holiday isn’t really interesting. I’m getting rotten in my house. Going online, sleeping, watching TV, doing assignment, sometimes going to the mall and so on. Most of my friends went back to their hometown :3 So I have nothing to tell you about my holiday… (it’s not a holiday. At all.)

I read a k about traveling around the world today. And there was a chapter about Bungee Jumping. It reminded me to a year ago when I went to Bali, and tried Bungee Jumping there (the one with trampoline). I thought everything was going to be alright. I kept saying to myself, “Ah, you can do it. All you have to do is jump on the trampoline and you’ll be fine”. So I and my sister (three years younger than me) decided to give it a shot. My sister was freaked out. We saw other people before us, some of them were crying out loud (and the ironic part I believed that I won’t get freaked out).

When the people had finished, I went to one of the trampolines (there were two or three). I wore the belt, and so on. I was really calm because I believed I won’t get freaked out (narcissism much?).

The first jump was okay. I was like popcorn, pop pop pop. But I started getting freaked out on the sixth jump. I started getting higher and higher, higher than the highest coconut tree there. I couldn’t feel the gravity anymore, I was scared to death. What I scared the most was the part when my feet hit the trampoline, and then I was like PUFFFFF, popped to the sky.

I started crying. I thought I wouldn’t cry. So I screamed and I stopped before I supposed to. When I saw my sister, she was totally fine. She totally enjoyed it. She didn’t even cry. She was laughing. I stared at her in disbelief. Tsk tsk.

It was like this (credit goes to bounceaboutleisure.co.uk) but trust me, it was higher than that.

There are a few updates:
» 2 Desktop Wallpapers
» 2 Movie Reviews
» 18 Light Stocks
» 18 Scans
» “Music on Your Site” article updated

Not a lot, but I think they’re okay. And also I’ve decided to close my reviews section. I’m terribly sorry but I don’t like making people wait but I don’t want to pressure myself too much. I won’t really have much time to go online too. I’ll stay updated on Twitter, but I’ll take everything slowly from now on. I have a life offline too. I have to go to school, study, do homework, just like any other normal people.

Happy eid for those who celebrate it! I’m not really excited because I don’t get excited easily. For you who have no idea about it, well it’s a day when the fasting month ended. On Sunday I went to the mosque, and I kept seeing people stumbled upon a rope and fell down. I counted, there were like 18 people fell in front of my eyes and it was hard to not laugh. But I didn’t laugh though. K.

And then we went to our relatives’ house… family party. Usually, in the family party, I would be the one who sits in the corner, with earphones plugged in, listening to some songs that I’m sure my relatives won’t know (and won’t care). I usually carry a k to read. I usually don’t talk much with my relatives, even the ones who are in the same age with me, because I told you we really have nothing in common… so we have nothing to say except “Hi how are ya? Good? K.” I know I sound like an anti-social person but I hate it when my relatives ask me to play something because I always can’t understand the game they’re playing, and I’d look like a total freak who doesn’t understand how to play everything. Yeah, so, in the family party, I’m a freak. Total freak. I don’t talk at all unless to my parents, my grandma, my sister or when someone talks to me first and I’ll answer them with a very very very very short answer.

Okay, I guess that’s all for now. Happy browsing the updates. I’ll return comments later or tomorrow. :)

Yeah, new layout, as you can see. I know I just put up the last one a few days ago :3 But I want to… change everything haha and this is my re-vamp layout ha. Besides, I messed up my previous layout’s coding. :S Some of the CSS was gone and . It is not that great, but I like it. And it’s handmade by the way. I was bored so I went upstairs and I saw some recycled papers and stuff that I bought at the craft shop a few months ago. I played around with them and I made this layout haha. :)

So Urban Conspiracy is under re-vamp. Yep, open re-vamp. I don’t know when I’ll finish this re-vamp thingy, but I’m sure I will soon. It won’t take long, unless homework and school stuff decide to hate me and attack me… heh. Affiliates please don’t delete me, because this is not a hiatus or a break. I’ll just add-and-edit some stuff heh.

My laptop was acting weird yesterday. And my Windows Media Player was gone. I still keep the tracks, but the program is gone, which means I have to re-add them soon and reinstall it. I finally reinstalled it and I got Windows Media Player 11 (my previous one was Windows Media Player 10). At least I still can listen to my favorite songs. Haha.

Okay so a week off isn’t really good for me. It bores me half to death, I don’t even know what to do.

Anyway I went to Omegle yesterday. I was really bored so I decided to make some new friends on Omegle, haha. Then, I met this guy. He is from China. He kept complaining why people kept disconnecting him when he said he comes from China. So I calmed him down and told him to not take everything into his heart. I told him I hate racists too, and there’s no need to discriminate people by where they live or where they come from. He asked for my MSN and I gave him (blah why did I give it to him? I’m regretting it now. :/)

No I’m not going to tell you that he kept sending me some porn links or . He is a nice guy, but he irritates me so much because he kept talking to me on MSN. The first time he talked to me on MSN, we talked about yeah, random stuff, like how is it like in China, etc. The second time, I was busy with my site (he doesn’t know that I have site) so I said to him that I am working on homework. He said, “Alright.”

But, three minutes later, he said, “Have you done your homework yet?”

Of course I haven’t! I’m not a magical fairy who could finish my homework on three minutes! I said, “No.” And he kept asking me for every three minutes.

So I blocked him.

I felt bad at first, but it has happened for many times, I couldn’t take it anymore. Sure, he is a nice guy. But I don’t like people who keep talking to me when I am clearly working on something or busy. It irritates me.

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It’s unbelievable that I’m not ignoring my site anymore. I swear I didn’t ignore my site on purpose, I was just lazy with everything, even returning comments or writing a blog or visiting it. Last week I didn’t visit my site for two days, but I was online and doing online stuff, like tweeting or online on Facebook (wow… surprise). It was kind of weird because I usually open my dashboard and visit my site everyday. I wanted to throw up when I saw my site. Eek.

I don’t know why but web design isn’t fun for me anymore. I remember how I was really active on my site, online for 12 hours just for my site, returning comments, bloghopping, updating without taking a rest, and… just doing stuff. I could always find things to do on my site, I could always get an inspiration when I need it.

And now, it seems so hard to find or get an inspiration when I need it. Last time, I needed to change my version 11.0 layout for three times. I never did it when I was on my old site. Maybe my skills are just fading, or maybe I’m getting old… no I’m just 12. Of course everyone is getting old but 12? It’s not that old! Even my grandma’s cooking skills aren’t disappearing or going to the La La Land, she has lived in this big bad world for over 50 years.

Web design was my hobby. It’s a chore now. I want to take a break. I really want to. But I won’t have things to do anymore because web design is the only thing I like to do in my freetime. Besides, I’ll miss my online friends so much!

How about taking photos? I don’t even have a camera. I used to, but it disappeared and no one knows where it is right now. Watching TV? Let me tell you, my TV is stupid. The programs are stupid. The channels are bad. And the good channels and programs are in my Mom’s bedroom. Just for herself. (She told me I can watch in her bedroom but no thanks, I don’t want to sneak into my parents’ room for every single hour just to watch History channel or National Geographic Channel). Reading ks? Bookstores around here = suck. No good ks. There are some good ks, but every time I go to a kstore, my Mom says “You can only buy two ks.” “That k is too expensive.” Uh okay, whatever. I’d rather to buy no ks at all instead of buying two cheap ks with crappy quality.

On another topic, I just realized that I have a habit:

Complaining.

I noticed that I complain on every single of my blog. About WordPress, immature classmates, disappointing farewell trip, mango stealer, weird plotless movie, typo, fake fans, how unorganized my school is, losers on Facebook, stupid girl who texted me, suck terrorists, weird teacher, annoying guy who sits next to me at the ICT class, an old friend who didn’t see me when he met me, brainless P.E. teacher, annoying people on Twitter, uncooperative teammates…

Don’t you realize I just complained about how boring my life is?

Ha. But I think “complaining” on blogs isn’t that bad. I’m sorry for those who are annoyed with me, because I keep complaining about this, that, and stuff. To be honest complaining on blogs is very good for me. I can write whatever I want to write, my personal opinion, my experience on facing idiots…. I’ve tried to not complain too much, but it’s a habit. I can’t help. People can share their opinion too, maybe they’ve experienced the same thing.

I don’t want to make you read 84392 words of my blog so I think I should say goodbye. Goodbye and have a nice day!